The life of Lyra

I am talking - on vampirefreaks.com - with a muslim and I don't want to be a racists, but she is seriously a jerk towards me. I don't feel like hanging her out, so I'll just write girl when she talks to me. So you can see how this talk changed. I think I'll like to change her writing since I can't understand it my self. I know some of my facts aren't the perfectly real ones as well. None less, I want you to understand that I don't want to disrespect people from Islam. I just don't want it to be shoved in my throat.

Girl: So my name is *** and I was born in Tennessee but I am living in Tunis what about you?

Me: I'm Lyra and I live in Denmark. ^^

Girl: And how old are you?

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Girl: Sorry, I mean how old are you ? I am 16

) And I am a muslim girl

Are you Christian?

Me: I'm sixteen as well an no, I'm not Christian, I'm Wiccan. ^^

Girl: Ok nice to meet you. So tell me about your school ; your friends and the way you live in Denmark, because you know, it's different between here in Tunisia and there in your country. For me I study pilot school, I haven't got a lot of friends, I love reading and listening to music. I also like watching Horror movies such as saw or Scream, I love the,. What about you. I want to know things about you. You seems to be nice girl for me, besides you are as old as me so we can understand each other.

) That's what I thought honestly

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Girl: No answer I think that means no friendship? )=

Me: I don't always have time to answer. I have a life beside my computer and I don't really want to talk about my life. >.<

Girl: As you like, I also have a busy life beside, I don't want to speak about my life, but it's nice to talk about hobbies or friends.

) As you like

) and I want to ask you what Wiccan means ? I didn't understand it.

Me: It's a religion; you can look it up if you like. It's nothing more than Witchcraft.

Girl: So you like a Witch or something like that ? And what do you believe in? I mean, I believe in Mohammed, that is our Prophet, and only God creates the whole World and we also have the Quran, that is a sacred book from God (Note, Mohammed wrote this book, when he died, his Nephew took over Lyra Fact) In which God says to us what we must do or what we can't do, because it's forbidden.

) That's how we can go to Heaven and stay away from hell. We must also fight the devil because he wants us to go to hell.

And be certain that everything in our lives has many dangers, such as we can't drink alcohol, because us Oblivious about what we do.

) So what do you do in your religion ? What is so special about it ? And did you once try and search about Islam?

Me: I know about Islam. I had about for 3 years in school and I hate to say it, but I don't want to hear more about it. Nor about Christianity, because that what we are bombarded with everyday. Even Hinduism is a big talk. And I believe that the Moon represents Goddess and the Sun represents our God, plus I believe in spells. I've written a love spell for example. And yes, I'm a witch. Not a high priestess or priest, I'm in a little coven with my sister and me. You can find more about it, on the Internet or in books.

Girl: So you think that the sun is our God? No the sun is one of the Creatures that God created. In fact the sun can't harm you, or benefit you, but God can do that ! Besides if the sun is the God, why does it Disappears at night ; the God can'tt Disappear, he must watch his Creatures and protect them, can the sun protect you ? No but God can do it ! Besides God is the only one who can Create things, can the sun do it ? Of course not ! And Muslims didn't bomb you because they hate you, no of course no, but because they wanted to Publish Islam in the whole world ! Just with Islam you can go to the Heaven

try to read in the internet about Islam and you will see that it's the only right way to go to Heaven

Me: I don't think you understood me. The sun represents the God, he who is the warmth and he is red. If you read about the tale of the God and Goddess you will see the Goddess has more power than the God, she is the moon since she is the one who keeps us in balance. I don't see why I should be watched over by some God, but I believe in a spiritual ritual, where I can call upon these Gods and Goddess there may exist and ask for help. I mean I hear about Islam everyday and I do not believe a shit of how the Media portrays them, but I must say most Muslims do not even try and show us it's a calm religion and until you are over the idea of making everyone a Muslim people won't see you as good people. I have had of Islam in school so many years, that I know pretty much everything I has to know as an outsider. And one other thing, I don't believe in "Heaven", only Limbo - the spirits world - and in at I will be reincarnation into another person when my physical body dies. Please don't discuss religion with me, if you only want to convert me into a person I'm NOT.
And yes I respect Islam, but I don't want to be a part of it.

Girl: ok sorry about that

) but seriously I am shocked when I hear that you don't believe in heaven or hell ! Sorry again ! !! And if the "goddess" helped you once, please tell me I want to know how it did that ! For me God is always with me and I need his help, and if he didn't protect me I couldn't live, and by the way God is the stranger than any one in this world ! And if you don't believe me you can wait till when the world is ending, and God Combines all creation and asks us ; what did you do in your life ! You will see than the you was wrong and you will wish that you could listen to Islam !

Me: It happens often. I make an altar; put up a candle - it has to be green, silver, or purple - you light it, put up a picture of example Iris and an offering gift. Then you light up incense so you can pray in complete spiritual. The Goddess has helped me when I've been sad, stressed or even when I needed guidance. She has given me it, when I most needed it, when I was hurt everyday and when my family was unfriendly with each other. I speak for my self, as a Seer and a Wiccan, but I don't want to try and make people come in to my coven. I like it as it is, but I don't try and convert people. I do not believe in Hell or Heaven since it's not something there comes into Paganism and Wiccan/witchcraft.
My God and Goddess are always with me, but there are more than one God and one Goddess. The world will not finish anytime soon, unless someone tries to fire an atomic bomb and when the time comes - and Allah is there - I will prove you right. Until then I don't think you have the right to choke me with a religion, because that just makes more and more people disrespectful of it.
And I'll tell you this, not to be mean to you, but to show you how the world really is. Muslim is just like the Christian people, when they drove on crusades to convert people and that is years ago. You are at the state now, but with deadlier weapon, so please. Don't even bother talking about religion with me.

Girl: Ok you are free, but remember that the word can't be organized by two Gods , you know that the God wants to be the stranger and he wants to have all the world, without a partner, this is normal, so how we can live with 2 Gods? It's impossible ok ; and I promise you that u will say one day, she was right . And I want to ask you something. Why are you living ? For me I live and work hard to go to Heaven that is a gift for God to all who listened to him and did what God wants so u don't believe in Heaven why do you live ?

Me: I live because I like to live. So you mean that everyone who doesn't believe in Islam, should go and die? I want to live, I like life, I have tried to have girlfriends, boyfriends. I want to live my life to the fullest. I have a sister I live for and when time comes; for my children and my WIFE.
But God is the child of the Goddess AND her lover. Want to hear the story? Okay, here goes;
There once was a young and beautiful woman, she met a man who was strong and great. They had sex and he died, she gave birth to the God, and she became older he became stronger. Then the cycle repeats.
And I don't think I'll say you are right one day.

Girl: A prophet, Please respect me and don't speak about God like that, ok !! God isn't a lover or a child ok , he is one ; one God
I like life too, everyone likes life , who hates to live , no one ! But you must have a good reason to live ok , by the way we don't believe in "Goddess " because for us it doesn't exist, there are only one God , for him we live , God shows us how to live correctly and he says to us in Quran everything we need, we have rules for living do u have rules ? Did the Goddess gives you rules or did it tell you about forbidden things too ! Ok after dying what happens, what do you think ? For me after dying the human will go to heaven if he listen to God, and do what God wants ! Our and your God tells us that, in the Heaven you can find what ever you want, everything you can imagine . For me I want to have in heaven is ; seas of chocolate or fruit. It's great you know, and the others go to hell if they didn't even believe in God, and even Muslims can go to hell, if they do forbidden things ; besides we have our prophet, Mohamed, the greatest man in the word do u have ?

Me: Sweetie that was my belief, so now you're mocking my belief.
Not ALL people want to live, I had been suicidal and I have lost family by them killing themselves. I KNOW YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN THE GODDESS, bus I do. Yes, we have 13 rules:
1. Know yourself.
2. Know your power.
3. Learn.
4. Use knowledge with wisdom.
5. Be in Balance.
6. Use your words with wisdom.
7. Keep track of your thought.
8. Praise life.
9. Live in Harmony with the worlds Cycle
10. Breathe correct and eat correct.
11. Exercise and take good care of your body.
12. Meditate.
13. Honor YOUR Goddess and God.

And when I die, I'll be reborn into a new body, and then I have to search after my soul siblings and my soul mate for the rest of that life too. The Goddess and God forbid us to practice black magic and to kill. We can smoke, take drugs, consume, and have sex outside of marriage. We don't have boundaries like the Christianity and Islam. We don't have a prophet, unless the four elements count.

Girl: We have also have most of those rules, but we have also another rules special than yours . We can't smoke, take drugs, consume, and have sex outside of marriage . All of those things are forbidden for us, you know why ? Because they are danger for us, and God cares about us, he wants us to be healthy and live happy ; he says to us that those things are forbidden because they will kill us and make us so ill, for example drugs will kill without count or sex can make you suffer from Serious diseases such as AIDS , this is Discovered by scientists, ok and you know that ! so like you, see God Keen on our safety so he tells us, don't do this things ; what about you why the " Goddess " didn't tell you don't do it because it is danger , didn't it care about your safety ? And your rules are general rules that everyone do it.

Me: Wait? We get AIDS from having sex OUTSIDE marriage? Damn … I thought it was because men and women were jerks, who are unfaithful. But um.. Wait.. How did they have sex in the Stone Age? We don't know if they had any kind of religion from that time.
Out Goddess let us do whatever pleases us, because she knows that it is out body. Uh.. By the way, our Goddess is the four elements, so... yeah.. I believe in Nature basically.
Yep, that is general rules, but those are the rules we have been told to live by. Shocking, huh? I'm sorry, but what do we even bother discussing this. I don't think any of us get anything out of this.
I want to end the conversation, saying; I don't care whether your religion is the right one or not. All of us have the "right" religion for us.