New change

 

My hair has changed and I'm ready to show it! XD

- These are quite old, but.. Here they are. Yes I look evil, cute and happy. ^w^

I miss you kitty

My lovely Lulu has been gone for two days now and I'm quite worried, last time I saw her was when we went to the movie. She was a wreck, jumped when daddy opened the door, it wasn't like my kitty to do that.
I just hope she's allright and safe, I seriously love that kitten and I'm not getting a new before I'm finished with 10th grade.

Time to be honest

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ockLvFeN13I
 Is we even friends anymore? Doesn't it bother you, we stopped talking when we broke up!? I've given up everything and much more beyond, I gave you my heart, my love, my happiness. 
Last summer I cried my self in sleep for three days in a row, because I didn't knew what was happening to you?! Have you EVER done like that to me, no! You gave me a text saying you really couldn't bear anything and I acted like I didn't care. I did!
I'm tired and sick of pretending! I hate it, I hate I hate I hate it! Us not talking, we were so close, so lovely together! If it wasn't because we had boyfriends & girlfriends in between, we could easily been together since 7 and 8th grade! 
But do you know what? I'm done with us, and I honestly think for good, you don't even care talking to me or asking me if I'm fine. I'm not okay, I can promise you that for sure. I just hope you'll be happy and go on with life, I really don't want you to screw me more up. You've been with to making me the wreck I am today! Please.. Please atleast tell me, you don't want to be my friend anymore, okay..? Then I can atleast give up, blowing fire in the little hope, there's still on the inside of my heart.. 
It's not over Tanya.. when will we ever be over? We've been best friends for so long.. Sorry I just wanted you as my partner.. I guess that's the problem with being in the friend-zone.
Thanks for stirring my shit pot, my seme..

(I wrote this shortly after I met her and yes it's danish.. I meant and still mean, every word)


Tanya.. Min seme.. Min kat.. Min Fe prinsesse..
Hvor længe har jeg kendt dig? Det er ihvertfald 7-8 måneder, men alligevel.. Alligevel føler jeg mig så meget knyttet til dig at det er sygt..
Jeg nyder al den tid vi har haft sammen, første gang jeg tog kontakt til dig, hvad var det jeg nu jeg sagde? Nårh jo! "Fedt bælte.." og så grinte vi begge, for man kunne sagtens høre jeg var genert og ikke havde andre undskyldninger for at komme hen til dig.
Lige siden har vi bare hængt sammen, gået arm i arm på skolens grund, holdt i hånd, flettet fingre, bidt i hinanden..
Jeg troede første gang jeg kom til skolen jeg ikke ville få nogen veninder udover Athe, men jeg tog fejl, jeg fik dig. Det betyder så meget for mig du er i mit liv, en dag hvor vi lå på gyngen og snakkede engelsk kom du pludselig med en kommentar: "You have beautiful blue eyes.." jeg kan næsten ikke huske min reaktion, men jeg gætter jeg rødmede.
Jeg ser stadig de fjollede dage med dig, og den dag.. Hvor Nicolai ikke liige vidste jeg havde en dårlig dag, hvor jeg endte i omklædningsrummet, grædende lydløst, indtil du kom. Din stemme fik mig til at hulke højt og havde faktisk bare lyst til at kramme dig, men hvis jeg gjorde.. Så.. Så brød jeg barrieren og du ville se mig, for mig var det nok det værste.
Og hende lære tingen der kom.. Hun standsede min gråd, jeg ville ønske hun aldrig havde gjort det, de tårer jeg ikke fik lov til at græde sidder stadig i mit hjerte, der er mange der stopper mig med at græde fordi de ikke mener det er nødvendigt. Hvad ved de?
Jeg har altid været bange for at åbne mig, men ved dig.. Jeg har ike åbnet mig, men heller ikke lukket mig selv inde. Du ved næsten alt om mig, undtagen min barndom, heh.
Jeg ved bare at jeg altid vil elske og stå ved din side, hjælpe dig hvis du har brug for det. Hjælpe dig med at smile som du hjælper mig med at smile, selv de mørke og dystre nætter hvor jeg har været i kulkælderen har din stemme fået mig op.
Jeg vil altid være din Elizabeth.. Din uke.. Din perverse veninde.
I love you

Testing

Hey, I'm testing out here, making new stuff on the blog. Don't judge me for this weird post. It'll probably be deleted. xD

Alyze

Btw. Alyze, I WANT SOME FREAKING CHOCOLATE PRALINE!! Love you. x3<3

I hate being sick

So.. I'm sick, quite a lot.. sadly. Well, I was let out in the garden and here are some of the pictures I took. ^^

I hope you've all had a wonderful day! Now I'm going to jump in bed and try and get some rest. Hopefully I'm well soon!

Blessed be my friends )O(

Stop Cutting

 I'm a former cutter myself, hence I made this little photoshoot. Sweeties out in the world, don't hurt yourself. You'll regret it in some years.
I'm currently on 15 months without cutting. Hope others will do well too.
I love you guys. <3

Here are some kinda old pictures of when I had a real crappy day and my friends brought me back to smiling Lyra. ^w^

 Nina and Alyze, we bought ice cream with cookie flavour and Anton Berg chocolate. You're so awesome! /(^w^)/

 That evening I came back to the school and felt mighty tired and damaged, Alyze gave me Capri-sonne and Ritter Sport chocolate. I just felt loved.

Nina cheering us all up with her awesome beard made of marcipan bread. >8D

 

 (Because I often hide myself, so here I am!!) 

Take care my beautiful homosapiens!! :3

Quick post!

Here guys! A quick post, 'cause I'm cleaning my room. xD