Gender?

Being here, in the world (we talk in general), it can be difficult, to be male and female. Women are jugded by their body, yes, and bigger breasts, is apparently best. I've hate mine and I'm not allowed to buy a chest binder, and I really want one. Though I want one, I do not wish for my sister to buy one. It'd be a shame, if she used money on me (I think I've used over thousand of DKKR on her), so I understand why she want to do the same for me. I just don't want her to do it, 'cause mom wouldn't allow me to wear it.

I often wonders, if I'm a transvestite, but I don't really feel like a boy that way. I prefer looking like one, but it's kinda hard, when your own mom is against it.I have a hard time, being me when I face these challenges, because I can't even buy boys clothes, without her, judging it down to a level, where it ends mysteriously gone. I have one pair of pants I want to use, because they are guy trousers. So.. I don't need to say more right? 

And such things as a bra.. I don't wear anymore, because I don't feel the need to, when I just get "larger" breasts by this little thingy. Though I got something like a sports bra, but.. it's not the same, as getting them totally away - like a binder does. 

I wish I could close my eyes and I could fly away, in a little sky and see who I am, in a different world. If I'm a boy or a girl. Am I transvestite or happy with my looks? Who would I be? 'Cause in the end.. Who is Lyra?

I don't know what I'm gonna say.. I'll just post this picture, because I thought it was hilarious. 

Siiims

SO.. I've been busy.. I've been playing Sims 3 and now I'll show you the pictures. xD

Beautiful Girl

This is because I want to share to this band, which is quite new to me. I love the music they write<3

Religion and differentices

Now that I'm attending a Christian school, it doesn't mean I believe at their beliefs, yet I won't pin them down, just because I'm not Christian. For me it doesn't matter what religion you have, as long as you don't try and shove it up my ass.
In Denmark I think religion is a "big" problem. They say we're open minded about people being different, yet they still doesn't understand why I'm walking around calling my self a witch ('cause that not normal behaviour!) and wearing stuff only "attentionseekers" wear. What I wear on a daily basis, is not because I need attention, it's just the way I dress. As all normal human beings I wear something as shocking as shoes, socks and UNDERWEAR! Bam.. doesn't that surprise you? I can be THAT normal? Sorry.. this is just my way of telling you, there's no reason why not wearing baggy clothes and such. It doesn't mean you're seeking attention, it means you're trying to find yourself.
I'd like to show you guys a picture of me when I was around 13 and then now. I found myself and I don't regret doing this and looking like I did.

(Warning, pictures are taken with a BAD camera, from when I was younger)

My eyes are filled with black, my hair is orange and I'm wearing a leather jacket (I still wears the jacket)














And then there's now. Black haired, pretty normal make up, still different and my own. I just think I look quite normal at his picture, but it doesn't matter.









And this is from a girl, there is wiccan and still LOVES science and such stuff. I'm not going to be something everyone is. I want to be a Dermatology and study at Oxford. Yes, I have dreams, maybe I won't reach them, but at least I dare to try, until it's too late, to be what I wanna be.

Keep dreaming, and don't stop believing in yourself. No one is going to tell you to do otherwise. Stay strong and positive.

New haircut

Now with curls! 

 I went to the hairdresser to day and dang Peter did an amazing job! <3 - I really really like that salon in Brande named Hos Mikkelsen and I'm never disappointed about it. I've been using the same hairdresser for three-four years now and I'd be sad to lose such a great hairdresser as Peter. When I'm there I just sit in the chair and wait for his magic, because it's based on trust. I don't decide the style, it has to be about trust.
Now watch the edited pictures!

 Uh.. Btw.. Peter wanted me to be a hair model with him, when he's going out to make some show! I'm sooo worked up about! It means much to me and maybe it's because I've got a dark period lately.

 Well.. That was all for now. I hope you enjoyed my lovely pictures, as I did myself. Take good care, till next time! Which is weird to say 'cause I know you would.

 

New haircolour

 I dyed my hair Cosmic blue and this is the black outcome... xD

And my crazy brother, trying to scare me... X_X

I'm going out of Tjele

Hey. So.. I dropped out off Tjele, 'cause I was sad. We're talking about REALLY sad. Like.. I was crying the most of the time. So, now I'm attending a christian school, in some days.
It's okay, I'll hopefully be happy and it's okay.
I'll give you TWO pictures today.