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Sunday 9 December 2012

The reason I use omegle

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You and the stranger both like Yaoi.
You: Hi.
You: I think we should sit and eat cake. Do you agree?
Stranger: oh indeed
Stranger: I shall bring the tea and coffee
You: Would you like tea or coffee? I even have a little hot chocolate, if you're lucky.
You: Oh. Why thank you, that's so nice.
You: I've made some scones.
Stranger: coffee shall do it for me. a scone would go delightfully with that
Stranger: shall I pull your chair our?
Stranger: out*
You: No need for that, I can do that my self. But thank you for your kindness.
Stranger: *sip* so my good fellow. what brings you to this side of omegle?
You: Oh, just boredom and math I can't solve. So I thought, why not a have talk with someone smart. And you? *sips tea*
Stranger: ah, just a lazy Sunday. I have no more need for math in adult world so I enjoy wasting my time here on my days off.
You: I'm rather jealous of you, being able not to do math. It's a bother for many pupils, such as me.
Stranger: what level of education have you already acquired?
You: I'm in 10th grade, last aquired before I go off to gym or what most people in the US or England call High School.
Stranger: ah so you're about 16?
You: Yes, I'm 16.
Stranger: im 23 so you got lucky finding someone smart here.
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
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Monday 3 December 2012

Can you end this shit?

Dear someone, of the web or anywhere in this freaking universe - might even in a parallel universe! Can you help me? I need a break, from it all. I'm constantly stressed, tired, worn out and I have to every. freaking. thing that mom can think of (or so it feels). I would wish for someone there looks like me, to cover up for me the next three months - someone to do my homework, cleaning, take care of an angry mm and so on. I can't, 'cause I'm breaking down here!?! .. I should atleast have some time for myself, right? And you know when that is? When she's not here! Or when my homework is over (around 21).. Today I've played sims, it was great, really. I needed some time off so I kida "forgot" to do everything I should and now I have to do them tomorrow~.. Weeeee.... I need a break, can you hear that?
It's gotten so far, my doctor is even worried of my health, 'cause I don't really eat, nor sleep very much. I drink a whole bunch  of water and exercise (please don't start talking abour an eating disorder, because it's not. I got too much stomach acid, which make me vomit).. My head hurts like hell, I really wish I could cry, but I can't. I don't know why, but my eyes are not watery, nor are they dry... My whole body is aching.
I find it quite surprising through all f this, I still try and get a job (so I don't spend much tie at home), but I'm too freaking nervous, so.. At least I await for calls now.
And I'm getting tired of all of those lovey dovey couples on facebook "Oooh Simon, I love you so much. Thanks for three adorable months together, we are so cute!! :***<33 I hope our love will never die :*<3<3<3 Yours Princess". It makes me sick, and even worse.. My x-bestfriend is doing it. I know it sounds weird, but I cn't stand it! and the only reason why we're still friends on facebook its because I'm obligated to - her parents and mine are great friends... hurrray... And then there's me.. Sad, little, depressed me, with a warm spirithood - no friends in school and a sidebuddy there is in a realtionsship with a guy there has been totally in love with me since 7th grade. And I don't even think he is really that much in love with her. But this is only a guess.
 I'm tired of being everyone's happy face and going around trying to make the world greater for them all, I want to be me and get rest. I want tot be with my sister, 'cause I'm not going to see her untill Feburary and I really want to scream and kick and cry. I want to sleep without nigtmares, were I wake up and trembles as I was an earthquake.
Most of all ... I want to be relaxed.
I think I'll go clean the rest of my freaking room and then die in the bed. It seems a hole lot easier than crying.
Goodnight

Tuesday 20 November 2012

I'm sorry

I'm so sorry I haven't posted anything, but... I'm really stressed and I need some time off. I'm sorry, but I need to lay off my blog for a while..

Thursday 8 November 2012

Tuesday 6 November 2012

I want this kind and review

 When I fall in love, I want her to be prettier than everyone else, so I can show her around and be proud. I want her and I have the perfect relationship, without being afraid of anything.  I want her to believe in me and I will repay it, by believing in her. I want her with a great personality. But to find this girl, I might need to get over Tanya... Oh well.. It happens with time, right? And you can't decide when you fall in love, because it's suddenly there. Beautiful and everything you want. She'll be like that too, so I hope I find this pure love some day.
 And I hope people don't stop watching my blog, I've merely been out of myself - sick and stressed - and still is... Gah, it's really trying to get me and it won't. I think in about a week or so, I'll have a review on the Novel "Glass Houses" by Rachel Caine and I really hope someone know another book I should try and read afterwards. And hopefully... It's a darn great book I've find! And people? Stay positive and don't forget about me, I'm only human and it's not everything I can, neither can you. So just don't get mad for me not updating every five day.
I think I'm going to post every week and that might be a long post then, so I can give a review, tell what has happened and maybe tell you which book I'm going to read afterwards  (I want you to know, I might going to read a Danish book and then make a review on my Native language, but it's only if I had the book getting recommend).
I will now call it for the morning and start making my homework, ne? AND get starting reading the book. I will take a few pictures of the copy I have, so you can see which one I got (they can get made over and over, where the author decide whether there needs new material in the book).



So long and goodbye! Have a nice day~!
 

Tuesday 30 October 2012

Sombreo Riding a Taco

I think the best about blogging is that when you start blogging, you can start with anything, even with a sombreo, riding a taco (get it? No?) or saying hey on the awkward, yet awesome, way Communitychannel does it. But You could also start out with telling about you self, rather than a sombreo riding taco. And even if you don't like it, you can film yourself telling about rainbows and unicorns.
I will now get ready for school. I'm a brigdebuilder this week. 

Sunday 28 October 2012

I was bored and here are my pictures. Enjoy~!




I've thought about it and how will you guys have it with me making book reviews, telling about my opion? I think it would help my reading AND my blog.
Have a nice evening.

Working...

I'm now working on editing zombie pictures. They'll be here and on my dA :3

Sunday 21 October 2012

Crazy cat

My cat just came in with a little mouse, soo cute... It was alive and didn't wanted to die. She bit of the head and swallowed it as a cobra. Crazy cat.. >.>

Thinking and such

So I was thinking and then it hit me.. I need to get more people watching my blog, but how? >.>
Damn.. I know I should probably write about my clothes, what my favourite make up of the month is, but I HAAAAAATE it~! D: - Any ideas?

By the way, anyone know who these is? And which anime/manga they're from? ^w^

Monday 15 October 2012

Pizza for breakfeast

I've got pizza this morning, because yesterday's supper were pizza. I like cold pizza in the morning, more than I like it warm. It's freaking amazing.. Ever tasted it? Try! It's godlike.. But I don't really think was the reason for this blog post - I .. again .. felt like an update, so I guess this would mean to give you one.
I'm with Alyze, freakish little Alyze, there likes a racoon eating a cat (she insist they are hugging, but I don't think they are). And it's nice, we're just sitting and chilling, maybe going to do some homework this evening or tomorrow were we are home alone. Wahaha. Gonna be nice, I guess.
I've bought Plant vs. Zombies for the mobile, it's a great game and I think you should check it out (if you haven't). It's crazy and I love playing it, though I don't quite like the Disco Zombie, who I named Disco Stuve and I have no clue why he has gotten such an awful name like that. I'm supposed to be good with names.
Here's a Pon & Zi picture, just to resemble how much people are around me when it rains. It rains a lot these days in Denmark, so anyone tend to be really careful with me always having an umbrella and it's okay, but.. seriously? I'm 16 now, I should be able to take a bit care of myself even though I hate walking around with an umbrella.
I hope you guys will have a good day. I'm off to a doctors appointment soon, so I'll stop writing and call it a day. Happy day!
And blessed be.

Monday 8 October 2012

Hair model~

I've been standing as a hair model, or actually.. I've been sitting in endless hours, waiting for the customers to arrive, before us models could get in on the stage. It was fun though. ^^
And yes, this is the only picture I got. You can either like it or not.






And I've been carving a pumpkin out yesterday, so I could enter a competition. Very nice.. But I don't really know about the quality of it. You can't see the screws in it, which made it so much more bloody. >.>
I had fun making this, and I don't really care if I win or not. But I want to win, otherwise I wouldn't have used an hour or two making it.

Tuesday 2 October 2012

I don't have any important

So.. I don't have much to say.. Erm.. Felt like an udating, so yeah.. hi..

Well.. Bam.. My breasts has grown and they should be killed and stabbed with a hammer, ne?
This is my update.
Bye.

Saturday 22 September 2012

Gender?

Being here, in the world (we talk in general), it can be difficult, to be male and female. Women are jugded by their body, yes, and bigger breasts, is apparently best. I've hate mine and I'm not allowed to buy a chest binder, and I really want one. Though I want one, I do not wish for my sister to buy one. It'd be a shame, if she used money on me (I think I've used over thousand of DKKR on her), so I understand why she want to do the same for me. I just don't want her to do it, 'cause mom wouldn't allow me to wear it.
I often wonders, if I'm a transvestite, but I don't really feel like a boy that way. I prefer looking like one, but it's kinda hard, when your own mom is against it.I have a hard time, being me when I face these challenges, because I can't even buy boys clothes, without her, judging it down to a level, where it ends mysteriously gone. I have one pair of pants I want to use, because they are guy trousers. So.. I don't need to say more right? 
And such things as a bra.. I don't wear anymore, because I don't feel the need to, when I just get "larger" breasts by this little thingy. Though I got something like a sports bra, but.. it's not the same, as getting them totally away - like a binder does. 
I wish I could close my eyes and I could fly away, in a little sky and see who I am, in a different world. If I'm a boy or a girl. Am I transvestite or happy with my looks? Who would I be? 'Cause in the end.. Who is Lyra?

I don't know what I'm gonna say.. I'll just post this picture, because I thought it was hilarious. 


Monday 17 September 2012

Siiims

SO.. I've been busy.. I've been playing Sims 3 and now I'll show you the pictures. xD

















Wednesday 12 September 2012

Beautiful Girl

This is because I want to share to this band, which is quite new to me. I love the music they write<3

Tuesday 11 September 2012

Religion and differentices

Now that I'm attending a Christian school, it doesn't mean I believe at their beliefs, yet I won't pin them down, just because I'm not Christian. For me it doesn't matter what religion you have, as long as you don't try and shove it up my ass.
In Denmark I think religion is a "big" problem. They say we're open minded about people being different, yet they still doesn't understand why I'm walking around calling my self a witch ('cause that not normal behaviour!) and wearing stuff only "attentionseekers" wear. What I wear on a daily basis, is not because I need attention, it's just the way I dress. As all normal human beings I wear something as shocking as shoes, socks and UNDERWEAR! Bam.. doesn't that surprise you? I can be THAT normal? Sorry.. this is just my way of telling you, there's no reason why not wearing baggy clothes and such. It doesn't mean you're seeking attention, it means you're trying to find yourself.
I'd like to show you guys a picture of me when I was around 13 and then now. I found myself and I don't regret doing this and looking like I did.

(Warning, pictures are taken with a BAD camera, from when I was younger)

My eyes are filled with black, my hair is orange and I'm wearing a leather jacket (I still wears the jacket)














And then there's now. Black haired, pretty normal make up, still different and my own. I just think I look quite normal at his picture, but it doesn't matter.









And this is from a girl, there is wiccan and still LOVES science and such stuff. I'm not going to be something everyone is. I want to be a Dermatology and study at Oxford. Yes, I have dreams, maybe I won't reach them, but at least I dare to try, until it's too late, to be what I wanna be.

Keep dreaming, and don't stop believing in yourself. No one is going to tell you to do otherwise. Stay strong and positive.

Saturday 8 September 2012

New haircut

Now with curls! 

 I went to the hairdresser to day and dang Peter did an amazing job! <3 - I really really like that salon in Brande named Hos Mikkelsen and I'm never disappointed about it. I've been using the same hairdresser for three-four years now and I'd be sad to lose such a great hairdresser as Peter. When I'm there I just sit in the chair and wait for his magic, because it's based on trust. I don't decide the style, it has to be about trust.
Now watch the edited pictures!

 Uh.. Btw.. Peter wanted me to be a hair model with him, when he's going out to make some show! I'm sooo worked up about! It means much to me and maybe it's because I've got a dark period lately.

 Well.. That was all for now. I hope you enjoyed my lovely pictures, as I did myself. Take good care, till next time! Which is weird to say 'cause I know you would.
 

Thursday 6 September 2012

New haircolour

 I dyed my hair Cosmic blue and this is the black outcome... xD


And my crazy brother, trying to scare me... X_X

Wednesday 5 September 2012

I'm going out of Tjele

Hey. So.. I dropped out off Tjele, 'cause I was sad. We're talking about REALLY sad. Like.. I was crying the most of the time. So, now I'm attending a christian school, in some days.
It's okay, I'll hopefully be happy and it's okay.
I'll give you TWO pictures today.



Thursday 30 August 2012

Old pictures and stories

When I was this age, it was the last christmas with my grandpa. I sometimes wonders if I ever gonna let him properly go. I know I will, but when you look back and you see that he actually was the only friend you had. It hurts, I know what he did was not him, but the illness.
I remember this christmas very much. My aunt Sara, did my hair, my mom sewed the dress and it was just perfect. Loveable.


I think I've been around twelve here, going to some sort of weird party in the neighbourhood. With my old school, it wasn't really fun, just me being alone. Yet I was the prettiest.





































My nonfirmation, I was looking natural, just like me. But I just realized, that on my arm, you can see new scars. Red. They are not noticable anymore.





I was happy as child, in my teens I've bumped some roads I don't want to go back to, not now, not ever. I hope for anyone, that one day, they'll get to the brighter side.
I might just got it for some time, but atleast I know I can feel you.
I want you to take care of youself.<3