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Lyra's to do list

January: 

1 - Get my things sorted out, in my closet.

2 - Win over the girl I like.

3. Try and exercise more.

4. Scream at my hair, as I'm getting blonde again.

5. Find out if I can buy a chestbinder.

6. Getting a better skin.

7. Trying to find a job. 

February:

1. Have Hayley's birthday.

2. Have dad's birthday.

3. Do something in the vacation (secret~).

4. Write my application for IB in Ikast.

5. Control the economy in my home.

March:

1. Aunt Sara's birthday.

2. Grandma Birthe's birthday.

3. Getting stressed over Vampire Feast.

4. Hopefully be in a relationship.

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There was snow in Denmark - but it's over now.. Damn.. I'm happy it's over. And b.t.w. I like someone!

The reason I use omegle

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You: I think we should sit and eat cake. Do you agree?

Stranger: oh indeed

Stranger: I shall bring the tea and coffee

You: Would you like tea or coffee? I even have a little hot chocolate, if you're lucky.

You: Oh. Why thank you, that's so nice.

You: I've made some scones.

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Can you end this shit?

Dear someone, of the web or anywhere in this freaking universe - might even in a parallel universe! Can you help me? I need a break, from it all. I'm constantly stressed, tired, worn out and I have to every. freaking. thing that mom can think of (or so it feels). I would wish for someone there looks like me, to cover up for me the next three months - someone to do my homework, cleaning, take care of an angry mm and so on. I can't, 'cause I'm breaking down here!?! .. I should atleast have some time for myself, right? And you know when that is? When she's not here! Or when my homework is over (around 21).. Today I've played sims, it was great, really. I needed some time off so I kida "forgot" to do everything I should and now I have to do them tomorrow~.. Weeeee.... I need a break, can you hear that?
It's gotten so far, my doctor is even worried of my health, 'cause I don't really eat, nor sleep very much. I drink a whole bunch  of water and exercise (please don't start talking abour an eating disorder, because it's not. I got too much stomach acid, which make me vomit).. My head hurts like hell, I really wish I could cry, but I can't. I don't know why, but my eyes are not watery, nor are they dry... My whole body is aching.
I find it quite surprising through all f this, I still try and get a job (so I don't spend much tie at home), but I'm too freaking nervous, so.. At least I await for calls now.
And I'm getting tired of all of those lovey dovey couples on facebook "Oooh Simon, I love you so much. Thanks for three adorable months together, we are so cute!! :***<33 I hope our love will never die :*<3<3<3 Yours Princess". It makes me sick, and even worse.. My x-bestfriend is doing it. I know it sounds weird, but I cn't stand it! and the only reason why we're still friends on facebook its because I'm obligated to - her parents and mine are great friends... hurrray... And then there's me.. Sad, little, depressed me, with a warm spirithood - no friends in school and a sidebuddy there is in a realtionsship with a guy there has been totally in love with me since 7th grade. And I don't even think he is really that much in love with her. But this is only a guess.
 I'm tired of being everyone's happy face and going around trying to make the world greater for them all, I want to be me and get rest. I want tot be with my sister, 'cause I'm not going to see her untill Feburary and I really want to scream and kick and cry. I want to sleep without nigtmares, were I wake up and trembles as I was an earthquake.
Most of all ... I want to be relaxed.
I think I'll go clean the rest of my freaking room and then die in the bed. It seems a hole lot easier than crying.
Goodnight

I'm sorry

I'm so sorry I haven't posted anything, but... I'm really stressed and I need some time off. I'm sorry, but I need to lay off my blog for a while..

Blond

Here's me being blond. Random. X3 - I'm 13 here.

I want this kind and review

 When I fall in love, I want her to be prettier than everyone else, so I can show her around and be proud. I want her and I have the perfect relationship, without being afraid of anything.  I want her to believe in me and I will repay it, by believing in her. I want her with a great personality. But to find this girl, I might need to get over Tanya... Oh well.. It happens with time, right? And you can't decide when you fall in love, because it's suddenly there. Beautiful and everything you want. She'll be like that too, so I hope I find this pure love some day.

 And I hope people don't stop watching my blog, I've merely been out of myself - sick and stressed - and still is... Gah, it's really trying to get me and it won't. I think in about a week or so, I'll have a review on the Novel "Glass Houses" by Rachel Caine and I really hope someone know another book I should try and read afterwards. And hopefully... It's a darn great book I've find! And people? Stay positive and don't forget about me, I'm only human and it's not everything I can, neither can you. So just don't get mad for me not updating every five day.

I think I'm going to post every week and that might be a long post then, so I can give a review, tell what has happened and maybe tell you which book I'm going to read afterwards  (I want you to know, I might going to read a Danish book and then make a review on my Native language, but it's only if I had the book getting recommend).
I will now call it for the morning and start making my homework, ne? AND get starting reading the book. I will take a few pictures of the copy I have, so you can see which one I got (they can get made over and over, where the author decide whether there needs new material in the book).

So long and goodbye! Have a nice day~!